For some reason the person everybody calls ‘God’ sent me to this planet without a single talent.
Can I pursue my dream of becoming a professional footballer? No, I can’t. I’m not bad at it I’m just not good enough. In other words… I’m average.
Can I pursue another dream of mine of becoming an artist? Nope, once again I’m not bad either but just not good enough. Once again… Average.
I’ve tried a lot of stuff but I just can’t seem to find something that suits me and that I can do properly or be good at it.
“Oh well, then invest in your studies” - I just can’t seem to find any area that makes me excited and I can’t even concentrate on studying. I’m now at risk of failling my area’s specific classes and even though I don’t want to fail at it I just can’t seem to find the motivation to do it. HELL!! I don’t even know what I want to follow after highschool is done. How the fuck am I supposed to be motivated by this.
16 on the verge of 17, no talent, no specific interests in academic issues, no interess in politics and I’ve never even kissed anyone.
What the HELL am I supposed to do with this?
I just pretty much watch the days go by just sitting by the computer, playing games, watching anime or just going to school with no motivation at all to hear teachers talk about things that I don’t even care about.